If you have a tendency to push and push and push, and you have someone that no matter how much you push them- they’ll push back, do whatever you can to keep them. If you consistently push them and they still fight back? You better love the shit outta them. If you find someone that won’t give up on you.. don’t take them for granted, because chances are if they put up with all the shit you lay out on them, they got a crazy type of love for you.
(Source: nvrblvd)
G is for the gang of money I make
F is for the gang of fools I break
U is for the undisputed champ
N is ‘cause you never gonna get the mic back
K is for the niggaz that I knock on they back
I haven’t been blogging much, haven’t really felt the urge to write on here, but i have time to spare so i’ll write some stuff :)
So last night was a big scare. I don’t ever take that kind of stuff lightly. It bugs the fck outta me when clowns try and make jokes out of the situation. It was so sad watching the news about Japan. I prayed instantly when i was watching the news, no joke. And being that i live in ewa, i wasn’t about to stay here and ‘wait’ for the tsunami to approach. I left to Mililani, but my mom & bros stayed back. She’s so stubborn. But i thank god that nothing happened to us here on Oahu that was deadly. Mother nature is mad with us, so we need to get back on her good side ASAP.
Potty training Jayden is hard since he doesn’t say when he wants to make shi shi. I only know he’s going to make shi shi right before he bathes. So last night was the first time he went in the potty right before his bath. I was so proud of him :) :) He’s still being the same little rascal he is. Always saying “ha la la”. lol. He’s to aggressive though when it comes to other babies, he needs to learn how to be more gentle. Other then that he’s doing great.
But aside from that, everything else is the same nothing new.
Since we had what seemed like a mini hurricane the other night, Ewa has no electricity since about 10 poles and numerous tress fell over. I’m sure you guys all saw the news about it. And it sucks even more now since HECO is on strike. It’s so irraz. I mean i can do with out the tv and the computer. But i NEED my phone for communication (sometimes FB lol) I NEED a warm shower to bathe myself and Jayden. I NEED fresh, cold milk for Jayden. I need to to do laundry lol. All the things i need to get done, i can’t. And Jayden is going nuts because he cannot watch his yo gaba gaba ;) So for now where at my grandma’s house in ewa beach since they got their electricity back. So we got some food in our stomachs, some fresh milk for jayden, and most important we got to take a shower in nice warm water. So i hope and pray that our electricity comes back on soon, because this shit aint cutting it any more.
I have freakin bronchitis & an ear infection. My body just feels so shut down to the point where I just wanna stay in bed all day & sleep. But I can’t, I need to take care of my baby. I just hope he doesn’t get sick being around me 24/7. Ugh, I need to get better ASAP.
I hate being sick =/ i swear i have the weakest immune system ever! i get sick so fast. I need to start getting more vitamin c intake. And i hate getting sick because in the day time it’s just me and Jayden home, and i don’t want to end up giving him my cold. But it’s almost near impossible that he’s not going to get it since i’m around him 24/7. Being sick in general just sucks..No matter how much medicine i take, no matter how much vitamin c i take, it doesn’t go away >_< boo to you sickness boo to you!!
PLAY ME
_alanamarie
:) :) I’m going to delete this in a few lol.
You know when you watch a movie as a child and you don’t quite understand what’s going on, but you still love to watch it over and over again because you love it that much? Well i love watching the same movie as an adult and be all like, “oooooh now i understand what was going on”. All the things that didn’t make sense to you in the movie as a child finally has meaning. LOL sorry for the randomness, but i was just watching free willy last night and i remember watching it when i was small and not fully understanding the concept. But now that i’m older i’m like fuck yeah, i finally understand. LMAO :) :) :) :) random thought.
